Mine to keep

It is mine to keep
this secret
this curse

No one knows but me
and He and he

Oh, the burden
the unspoken words that long to burst

But it's not my fight
Not mine to win nor lose
His and his alone

But where to stand?
What to do?

To be objective and watch?
Or subjective and do?

Oh, this gift and curse
To know more than I need to know
To see more than I have to see

Why, oh, why me?

Lord, I surrender to you...
Teach me what to do... :(